I was welcomed to this blue world with remorse
My childish prattle was not soulful to your ears
Considered a burden weighing down your hearts and minds
I yearned to find my worth in your eyes.
Meant to be an obsequious lady was the only goal fed to me
As years passed …
I embraced a new world
In the hope for echoes of yesterday to fade
With symphony of new possibilities on my way,
But, my hopes crumbled with your first punch
The seven vows to protect me till eternity
Laid scattered on the ground
The halcyon days of marriage were over.
My heart broke into a thousand pieces
The belittling remarks whittled my confidence and self esteem
Brutality caused a lot of distress and pain
The bruises on my body left me scarred for life.
I wept and questioned the whims of destiny,
Constrained behind the four walls and to be constantly harangued my fate
Will I ever muster courage to defy harsh thrust of violence and anger?
Behind the close doors as I groan in pain
I realized that real empowerment starts from home
As sudden surge of strength gripped my mind
‘ENOUGH IS ENOUGH’ I said to myself.
With all my strength, I pledged
To not be a silent sufferer
In the process whether I rise or fall
I will at least rest in eternal slumber
Thinking that I possessed an indefatigable spirit
To break this cycle of abuse.